This week, everyone is celebrating their achievements. Some of them are going abroad for study, some are getting promotion to new positions. It is the second year I don't find my name on the list. Even, my juniors are getting promoted, while I am not. I feel disappointed, angry, and sad. What have I been doing wrong?
I always think that it is my fault. I didn't pass the tests. If only I could stay a little longer. If only I could endure the pain. If only I could manage my emotions. If only I could be a statue that has no feelings. But I couldn't.