I feel so bad when every time I got so mad and emotional, when I cannot control myself and I become very very mad and lose my sanity. I am so tired with this anger. I just want to forgive and forget. But it is so hard. I am easily triggered. Meanwhile, people around me keep saying the words that hurt me without they realise it. Or, the society keeps showing their hypocrisy of religion. The wound is never dry. It is not a good place to heal.
Just like yesterday, when some people were persistent with their arguments in favour of polygamy, it just made me so emotional. All I could think was how
