Have you ever been in a situation that you suddenly feel so sad without any clear reason (or with any small reason)? Your chest suddenly feels so warm and hardly breathes. You feel like you have a huge regret in your life. You feel like you are useless person and you think you have failed your life. You feel like it has been too late now and there is no way to fix it.
You want to hide from everyone. You want to be alone in your dark room and cry a lot. You want to turn back the time to the moment when you were safe in your mom's embrace. You want to have one more chance to start your life all over again. All you want is to run away from your current life.
When you feel so desperate and giving up your own life, it eventually makes your situation even worse and worse. You want to raise back again but your despair is too strong to pull you back down. You don't have a friend that always beside you. They have given up on you. They have left you. You are all alone in in the dark.
